Saturday, July 30, 2011

The Day The End Finally Came

Well, I'm almost done with this blog and this job and this apartment and this neighborhood and this city. Through the frustrations of moving and constantly battling hangovers, it's a great feeling-- my mattress is more comfortable when I know it's holding me over the ground for the final morning and the view from my balcony gets warmer and warmer as the end of my lease draws closer.
I don't really know what I'm doing with my life. I never really noticed until I sat on a porch in a backyard in Sauganash and listened to my friends discuss industry jargon for their prospective careers. The knowledge in my head is spread thin and, as a result, doesn't add up to much.
I met this girl who's very smart and witty and funny and pretty and skinny and I'm afraid I might really like her.
This post took the past five shifts to get through. I suppose it's fitting that my writing here should finally fade away.

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