Saturday, December 11, 2010

Just the Same Old Thing

I probably smell terrible.
Dave's birthday celebration was last night, so we drank. And drank. And I saw Dave take shot after shot, like a professional. It was a good night. Aaron dropped me, Sam, and Lucy off at my mom's place around 2:30 and I went to bed about an hour later.
Oh, so about the smell: the Underarmour shirt I have is really comfortable, but it amplifies an bad odors that my body makes. Well, it keep everything in until it isn't possible to contain it any more, then it releases these odors through the armpit area. Basically, since I slept in that shirt, I was marinating in some pretty bad sweat all night. I didn't get to shower before work because I was busy and running late and needed tacos and had to meet my mom's new dog. And walk Toby.
So now I'm at work, smelling like the guy who often passes out on our outside chairs, and I'm eyeballing a cupcake. I've had a few cups of coffee, two cheese sticks, and I've got a banana and yogurt to further satisfy my hunger.
I'm on my last pack of cigarettes and it's nearing the halfway point. I don't know how I feel about this. I mean, I'm going to stop eventually (especially if I'm not getting them dirt-cheap), but the whole process of quitting is pretty terrible and I don't know if I'm up for it yet. It's not like this past spring where I quit and had a bike to ride and streets to run... but the weather sucks right now, so I'd probably end up being irritable in my room. Then again, going outside to smoke in the cold or the rain isn't exactly optimal, either. Hm... tough call. Oh, and another thing: when I quit, I either get a boost of serotonin (or some other kind of happiness), or I get sad. Regardless, I usually become introverted. I suppose this could be a good opportunity to catch up on some reading and writing and being healthy. And maybe I could re-teach my fingers to play the guitar.
One thing I know is that I should stop spending so much money. And what's a good way to kick off a lack-of-spending-spree? Well, how about some fine purchases of books and records and clothing?
Alright, back to work.

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